& maybe, with any common sense, just maybe six would be below five??
Seven is up! :)
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*Four*
Seung-Jo’s Diary No.4
(Baek Seung Jo is my husband)Writer/ Im Young Ju
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Seeing Ji Soo after a long time, she is only (like) a sibling…
Because of Ji Soo’s overly expressed emotions,
She will definitely be unhappy
It would’ve been good if she didn’t compare herself to Ji Soo…
Again, Ha Ni’s eyes are downcast
Whenever that dude (I know it sounds weird, but it is the closest I can get to the definition of childish boy or girl from an adult‘s perspective) has no energy, she is always like that.
She looks down, and thus I feel unsettled.
The reason why I smile/laugh
The reason why I work so hard
(Is) because of you, Oh Ha Ni,
Your inferiority complex,
(It) would be good to throw out that thing…
Why is (she) doing that?
She can’t sleep,
And by the way she keeps rustling in her (attempt to) sleep,
(I can guess) that it is because of Ji soo.
BaBo. ( meaning fool, stupid, dumb but in this case he is worried, identified by the style of his writing)
Despite my earnest request,
You clashed with Ji Soo.
“ What kind of misunderstanding have you caused now? Are you jealous of your (younger) sibling?” (Remember, Ji Soo isn’t of family relation but is very close to their family, it’s complicated)
“You are really useless!”
Truthfully, I wanted Ha Ni to make a good impression on Ji Soo.
(Because she is) my, Baek Seung-Jo’s wife…
So that Ji Soo could accept Ha Ni..
But I wish (she hadn’t) fought (with Ji Soo)
(It is) still hard for me to express my feelings.
“Then, you shouldn’t have gone to the United States. How can you leave someone you love for several years? I would never go. Why would I go when Baek Seung Jo is right here?”
“I can’t even imagine it!”
That’s it.
The reason why I can’t help but be attracted to Oh Ha Ni.
The truth that I, Baek Seung Jo, can say that only I am Oh Ha Ni’s everything,
Enduring any pain and suffering to be near me, my snail.
Oh Ha Ni’s sincerity.
BaBo! Crying alone again?
You crying when I’m not there,
(I) hate it.
*Long talking time!*
(SeungJo talks) “Runny Nose Crybaby Oh Ha Ni, what are you doing here?”
(Ha Ni talks)“I was just…”
(Pause , then HN) “…. you might get stolen”
(Still HN) “I’m bad, aren’t I?…”
(SJ)“Yes, bad Oh Ha Ni.”
(SJ) “I chose you. To me, there’s only you.”
*Back to diary entry*
Only you can love me with all your heart (or life)….
I only trust you to only look at me forever…
I wish we could switch, me and you, just for a moment.
Then you could know how much I love you.
Then, you will never suffer again, not knowing my feelings.
Still, I like the babo (dumb) Oh Ha Ni that doesn’t know my feelings.
FIVEEEEE(:
Seung Jo’s Diary No.5
(Taking care of Patient Baek Seung Jo)
Writer/ Im Young Ju
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It’s been five days since I last slept or went home
Wards, outpatients, the emergency room, seminars,
The internship lifestyle is death itself.
“Baek Seung Jo!”
To catch a falling Ha Ni holding her lunchbox (it is implied that it was made for SJ), I sacrificed myself.
But why am I so dizzy?
My ankle hurts like thorns are prickling in to it,
And the world before my eyes lashed out its black tongue and swallowed me.
“You can’t die! (You don’t know) how much I love you!”
Ha Ni’s worried voice rings from somewhere far away, like the sound of raindrop falling.
I want to tell her I’m okay, don’t worry
But I keep swirling into the darkness
( From here, No text, but speech of doctors)
D1“ No one is okay after hurting their ankle.”
D2“His ankle seems damaged because something heavy sat on it, --”
SJ “Oh, so loud. Let me just sleep, Oh Ha Ni.”
(back to diary)
Ha Ni visits Seung Jo’s ward to the point of annoyance with the spirit of a fiery champion
The shots still hurt,
(I) finally know how patients who get treated by Oh Ha Ni feel.
I didn’t even hurt my hand, yet you insist on feeding me,
What should I do with all your overflowing feelings , like a waterfall?
Okay, let’s do that…
Let’s just close my eyes to the rest of the world and feel only your love.
Oh Ha Ni….
(Can’t believe) she tried to do the charts herself..
“What were you thinking?”
“ Some things only I can do. And plus this has patients’ lives on the line. If you’re a nurse, why are you so thoughtless?”
Whether she has no thoughts…
Or she’s just immature, I don’t know..
I was mad at Ha Ni, who had done something very dangerous.
But
“I….wanted you to rest a little more so I was trying to make it easier.. sorry, I was trying my best, but why am I always do you harm…”
Half crying, half talking
Your voice makes it impossible for me to say anything more.
(I) guess that would’ve been it.
Me be the first on your priority list, before any other patient.
(Because) to you,
I, Baek Seung Jo, am your everything…
“Thanks, Oh Ha Ni.”
Like the sun, who I haven’t given anything to, giving off warm light…
Like I am thankful for that sun,
Like I admire that small, pretty flower that blooms although no one is there to see.
I am thankful for you, who loves me more than I love myself.
I am thankful for your heart, always unchanging.
Because you are you, maybe that’s why you race towards me so passionately.
Because you are you, you can pour all of your attention on me.
Seung Jo's Diary No.6
Seung Jo's Diary No.6
(Driving is Hard)
Writer/ Im Young Ju
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Oh Ha Ni....
You'll drive?
Wouldn't it be better to walk then?
Give me the car key.
Your sunshine-y laughter....is
because you have no idea how serious this situation is...
As expected... If (she) drives well, she's not Oh Ha Ni.
I have goosebumps all over me and the hairs (on the back of my neck) are standing.
If you can't even differentiate right and left turns,
how did you even get a license?
You'll just practice by yourself then? Then (what about) me?
(You want) me to worry in suspense and get a heart attack?
I don't want to be a widower after only a few years of marriage.
A head filled with rocks like you, who can teach you except the genius Baek Seung Jo?
Continuously having to follow you & teach you , my circumstances are quite poor.
Not even thinking about trying to learn how to drive, playing without stopping.
As expected, it is in the Kids Who Can't Study Handbook.
When are you going to grow up?
Little kid, that happy?
Not learning how to drive,
Instead it feels as if we're going on a trip (or vacation)!
It's a First.
Loudly singing, following my happy mood and laughing, talking.
Oh Ha Ni.
You always disarm me (emotionwise)
And pull out another side of me.
Well, that is Oh Ha Ni's attractiveness.
If it wasn't for you, I'd be acting as planned,
Talking as planned,
Being angry at what didn't go as planned, Living my life that way.
When I see you, I want to joke (about things),
Making me laugh in this ridiculous situation where I want to just cry.
Life's moments I go through because of you,
(It) seems like a treat I'd never planned to eat, making me happy and enjoy (life).
In ten years, what will it look like? Us.
Will you be just as dumb , and will I be trying just as hard to teach you?
Living with our pretty little baby,
(Will we be) Living interestingly?
In about 5o years, with our white hair,
What will we look like?
*talking, no text*
HN: "Okay"
SJ : " Seatbelt!" (directly translated as a 'safety belt'.)
HN: " Sea-t- Belt!"
SJ : "Let down the side brakes," (sry, IDK what this translates into English, I don't know about cars any)
HN : "Letting down the side brakes!"
SJ: " (Let's) Go" (or start, or begin)
HN " (Let's) Go!"
*back to text*
(Let's) age prettily.
So that growing older won't be desolate and sad.
Polite like the width of life,
Giving out our time,
(Let's) live like that.
(A) long, long (time) together....
Seung Jo's Diary No.7
(Happy Birthday)
-Last Episode-
Writer/ Im Young Ju
Translations/ Me!(:
Do all women in the world want to receive those things?
Giving flowers or setting up surprise events,
that is not my thing.
Having real feelings, isn't that enough?
But your weak voice, saying that you've never received flowers before,
Is constantly on my mind.
What day is the 16th?
My full-shift day. With 2 surgeries.
The truth is,
You and I both know,
But you don't really have to know the really important stuff.
He he.
Flowers, wine,
a birthday cake,
a happy birthday song,
A birthday party
with the two of us
you say.
Because you met someone as expressionless as me,
the things that are expected and not a big deal for others,
for you, it is very difficult.
When I said I wouldn't be able to attend your birthday party,
even though you said it's okay, your voice was filled with disappointment.
You BaBo.... Just wait a little bit.
Is this love?
The legendary Baek Seung Jo,
asking others for help in my full-shift
making me buy flowers...
"Hey, Oh Ha Ni, you need to come out quickly. The emergency room needs more nurses. Hurry."
A lie like a joke,
feeling shy with flowers and balloons,
usually, Baek Seung Jo would never do this
and my hands and feet curl,
but imagining you happy,
makes me happy.
Because of the noisy pregnant woman,
everything I prepared became a mess.
It's an expectation for all doctors (you know, to aid people?)
But I feel a pang of regret.
Ha Ni, what should I do? Sorry.
My love's been all crumpled up.
But you'll still accept it right? My love.
11:59.
Like we spent the last of your birthday together,
Let's spend the rest, till the end, of our lives together.
Like today.
Going through both Good things and Bad things,
always together.
Like today.
The promise of love,
The accomplishment of perfect love.
The confession of love.
You won't be able to tell all of what the rose signifies,
But will you (please) know my feelings?
A person who has, for you, given up himself,
Knowing that one person is becoming more of a fool each day
Just to see you smile.
"Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
my beloved Oh Ha Ni,"
Happy Birthday.
The day you were born to come to me.
A day where I am happier than even you.
"My beloved Oh Ha Ni's birthday...."
"Just one more time!"
I love you.
With your 10%. (IDK. Maybe it's a typo? I would think it would be 100%...)
I can't do it,
But you can...
Even your strengths
and weaknesses,
I love.
Updated: 11.19.10
